domingo, 16 de junho de 2013

for a sinner like me

and it's breaking over me, a thousand miles onto the sea bed
I found the place to rest my head.
never let me go, never let me go.

It's hard to say goodbye, I never forgot you... You know, I remember. I really do, I know, you asked me if I had forgot you and I said I did, but I didn't! I couldn't. How can I forget you when I remember all those movies and all those fucking songs and all the kisses I had never ever tasted... and just because of you I had the best experience on drugs and drinks and sex. I'm not making any sense, I know... we've never met each other, but then... then, I remember, you said you loved me and I couldn't love you back. I couldn't love you, you were so far away from my body and I'm used to love with the body and never think about the soul. But you were my very favorite poet, and for that I'm so sorry, I'm not who you think I am... the thing is, I don't know who I am and letting you get into me was never an option. Being your boat for you to travel back here and take me with you, however you wanted? No, it was never going to happen. I fell in love with you and it was such a crazy thing, I never told any of my friends about it, because I always needed a secret to reveal just in the right moment, just with the right person and the right wine. Wine... Wino forever and Johnny Depp and Winona, you know, Brighter than Sunshine, Criminal and Fiona Apple, of course I remember! HOW IN EARTH... Someone would forget you? You're my unforgettable fail, my reminder of fail, of cowardeness. Reflections of a Skyline, "wish I've know you forever"... Wish you were here now, that I'm not such a coward and that... I miss you. Come back, please, send me an e-mail or something. I promise I'll be a good girl to you now... although you always prefered the bad ones to call you daddy. I miss you, I need you, fuck the pride, let's get drunk and I'll take a train to Argentine, Mexico, Istambul, whatever. Just... give me a fucking yes and I'll be fine again. We'll be fine again. 

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